Sigh..

Some are telling me to do this..

But do you really think i want it? No. I want to salvage this. But your actions are proving otherwise. Do you really love me? Or have your feelings changed? Don't leave me here hanging by just a thread. I'm fragile. The thread will just break off anytime, especially when the times are rough and the wind blows. Once the thread snaps, i'll be gone forever.

Think about it.. Please.

You can just so happily chat with her day and night, and have nothing to say to me. Maybe this shouldn't have started at all? Maybe i should have given up when you first rejected. You wouldn't reply a single of my text, but you reply every of hers. You wouldnt spent a single message onme but you spend many for her, and in the end, the excuse will be your sms has gone off limits. Great isn't it? Even in front of me you can just happily message her.. Can you be less insensitive??

Do you still remember our rules? The last time i asked you you said you deleted that message. Nice. Here's a simple recap

• No problems should be left till tmr
• Dont lie
• Tell each other all the probs
• Dont leave
• Love 
• Treasure this
• Build a lasting relationship
• Trust

There are some of it that we aren't doing.
Build a lasting relationship, is this even lasting with the way it is?  Love. Do you still love me? Yea, about the problems, im not doing my part well as well. But lying . Do you lie to me?

You message her because you were bored. and You told her you didn't message me because i was sleeping. Yea, sleeping. Sleeping because i wait for you to call or text me every night. I wait despite being tired, I wait because i want to talk to you. But you never called. You never called. You probably didn't even know that i was waiting. Even if you didn't want to wake me up, the least you could do is just send a simple text message! Why can't you!?

F, I still love you.