i've no idea what this feeling is..
maybe im the feeling for you is coming back?
most prob cos i've been to ur hse for today & ytd
when im with your younger brothers, i aint afraid.
but when im with you, im afraid. and thats the feeling..
i feel.. when im around someone i like..

you're kinda cute.. to me..
you can make mi smile sometimes.
i dunno what im doing at all..
you're a very nice guy to me..

dumb zhijun .. must you keep talking abt the past.
once i think of it, i feel like just running out of the house.
i dare not stay there any longer.
it makes me.. feel.. foolish.. stupid.. and many other mixed feelings.
zhijun keeps saying that im being bullied by you, made used of mi.. and my feelings
i wonder. am i really that foolish and stupid?
i dont know whats happening now. im very confused..
maybe the feeling is coming back. but.
then again, i wont be going over anymore..


thats it then :)
i wanna be alone for awhile.. there are many things .. happening right now.
1. my bro wants to meet him. and i've yet to know when he's free.
2. i wanna meet him. but he's busy.
3. the above
4. exams

hais. i dunno what to do.. someone help mi!