i've no idea what else to do anymore..
i love you, but at the same time, my hearts asking me to give up on you.
i just feel like leaving.. its getting so complicated. i dunno what to do anymore.
zhixiang asks me to give up. as its only sooner or later de.
the hurt, pain, will all be there.. but only deeper.
right now, i cant seem to feel the love we have. what is happening ..
i don't know anymore.. its like a completely new changed you.
i feel like.. im just a toy to you?

i'll be waiting till next friday to decide whether or not i should give up. hopefully i wont ?
i just cant bear to give up.. after these 7months we've been together. but in real life, its only less than 2weeks. i really want someone, who can be there for me everyday, make mi happy, make mi smile.. and.. someone who will be there for me throughout every thing that happens..
hais.. its just a dream bah..

rayen says that.. im feeling that cos..

u're tired
tired of all these worrying
so tired that u cant be bothered anymore

yes.. im tired of worrying so much.. i want a life, without worries..

im so tired of crying.. it aint fun ..